Published to coincide with the fiftieth anniversary of the Lebanese Civil War, this book is designed to highlight the creativity, resilience and dignity of its subjects.

The title, Where do I go?, comes from some graffiti the photographer Rania Mater herself encountered on a wall, and is a thread which binds all of the work together. 

Beginning when Matar returned to Beirut after the 2020 Port explosion, the project saw her work closely with women across the country. Matar herself left Lebanon aged just 20, and recognised her own experience in many of her subjects who face a difficult decision about whether to stay or leave. 

A woman's reflection photographed as she is holding up a mirror with the sea in the background
Rianna (with Mirror), Amshit, Lebanon, 2024. Image: Rania Matar

The photographer works closely with the subjects, who each select the locations and decide how active they want to be in the frame – do they want to climb trees or rocks, do they want to enter abandoned buildings, or step into water. The aim is to give these women agency over both the setting of the shot and their representation within it.

A woman in white dress stands in the corner of a derelict house
Perla, Where Do I Go ,لوين روح Kfarmatta, Lebanon, 2021. Image: Rania Matar

Locations themselves include coastlines, mountains, urban districts and border zones. They go across the Mediterranean, and take in Beirut’s eclectic architecture. Whether in a remote landscape or a famous neighbourhood, Matar works with the backdrop to produce her beautiful work.

A woman stands in an archway with a large windoe illuminating her
Rhea, Aley Grand Hotel, Aley, Lebanon, 2023. Image: Rania Matar

Always, there are reminders of the country’s difficult past. Whether that be bullet-scarred interiors, grand abandoned mansions, shuttered theatres or even just ordinary streets which demonstrate the echoes of conflict. Above all however, we’re reminded just how beautiful the place is, and how magnificent it can be for a backdrop for a portrait sitter.

through a derelict buildings doorway we see blue flowers and in the background a woman in a pale pink dress
Rianna, Chartoun, Lebanon, 2022. Image: Rania Matar

An interesting essay is also included in the book, by the curator Elliot Josephine Leila Reichert, who has put together an accompanying show for the book, currently taking place in the USA. In this Reichert surmises that while few artworks about Lebanon managed to escape its sad history, Matar’s photographs look to the present in a hopeful and sustainable way. 

A woman standing against a wall full of inscriptions, her upper body only covered by her hands while her face is obscured by her hair
Mirna, Rayak Train Station, Rayak, Bekaa Valley, Lebanon, 2024. Image: Rania Matar

A beautiful and moving project that is well worth your time.

Where Do I Go? by Rania Mater is published by KAPH books and is available to buy now. ISBN: 9786148065002

Book coverWhere Do I Go? by Rania Mater is published by KAPH books
Boom cover Where Do I Go? by Rania Mater, published by KAPH books
Two women stand embracing each other in a derelict room against torn wallpaper, one wearing a red dress the other is naked
Dahlia and Talia, Louaize, Lebanon, 2023. Image: Rania Matar
A woman wearing a red dress and headscarf sitting in a wrecked car decorated with flowers
Farah (in Her Burnt Car), Abey, Lebanon, 2020. Image: Rania Matar
A woman wearing a pink headscarf poses with her shoulder turned towards the camera, her hand half covering her face
Fawzia (with Her Mother’s Pink Scarf), Bhamdoun, Lebanon, 2022. Image: Rania Matar
A woman laying on a red sofa, her face obscured by her hair
Maya (Odalisque with Cat), Beirut, Lebanon, 2024 (The sign says: Surgery, Endoscopy, X-ray, Ultrasound, Lab, Emergency). Image: Rania Matar
A women wearing a red skirt and pink blouse stands on top of rubble inside a derelict building with colourful pillars
Chermine, Hamra, Beirut, Lebanon, 2022. Image: Rania Matar
A woman sits alone in the middle of a large empty theatre with rows of red chairs
Rhea S., Piccadilly Theater, Beirut, Lebanon, 2021 (Homage to Fouad El Khoury). Image: Rania Matar

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